Thursday, June 30, 2011

Nights of light so soon become Wild and free, I could feel the sun.

Yaak , what a bad taste ? what is this ? why am not able to open my eyes ? what is this vicious material i am in ? looks like someone has kidnapped me and put me in a bag ? why am i not able to shout ? Is it a dream ? Is something else ? Is this hell ? Am i dead ? Did i have overdose of cocaine which in turns has caused the excess of Dopamine , which is causing hallucinations ? Am i crazy ?

These were the questions floating in rajat's mind . He resisted the compactness and tried to stretch his legs . As he tried to stretch his legs and arms , he heard some lady's giggling sound. He thought he had been kidnapped by a group of ladies and  in this cosmopolitan world , may be they would make him a male stripteases . All kind of wired thoughts started coming in his boggled mind . But then he realized that it was lady talking to herself and laughing  at herself. " Voodoo " was the first thought flashed in rajat's mind . He thought that the lady whose voice and laugh piercing his ear drums was a voodoo expert . So kept quite and tried to squeeze himself in that tight bag. Slept and then woke up . As it was so dark and with the voodoo tricks that lady had closed rajat's eyes and mouth , so he had no options than just stretching his legs in and out. Each time he do so , the lady laughed . Then he felt someone's hands on top of the bag in which he was packed . He tried to resist it but he was dumped so well and the viscous semi-liquid surround made his movements difficult. But the touch had a different sensation of its own , it was so enigmatic that he fall asleep . Woke up after a long duration with some bad dream with trembling body. He found that lady was still soothing his body . He was unable to understand about the intentions of the voodoo lady. Then he tried to concentrate the words being uttered by that lady . Rajat realized that it was a rebirth and he was landed in that lady's womb. Things were clearer for him about the noises, the viscous material , the touch and the lady *the mother*. She was speaking to him all the time when he thought of voodoo effect or about the ugly cosmopolitan world . He was happy to start off the life from the scratch . From then he started listening and conversing with his mother .

Mother : Good morning betu. You know today you are four months . I am waiting for you eagerly .I have not told your daddy yet. He is in US and is working as a software engineer there . He will be coming to bangalore in two months .

Rajat : No problem mommy . So what do he do and how does he look like . Does he  as sweet as you ? Does his touch will be enigmatic as your's ?  Yesterday i heard the voice your best friend . She was not happy with me in your life naa. She felt avoided as you spend most of the time with me .

Mother : Naa, she was just mad at something else , she will be the one who will be loving the most . She is my best friend , but not as good as you :-) . Let me tell you two words "I love you".

Rajat : Cheating , these are three words .

Mother : How come you & me are separate , now tell me are these two or three words .

Rajat : Bestow your mommy.

After few days

Mommy : Today i looked up the internet for your names . How is rajat anyways ?

Rajat : I heard somewhere "Sometimes, you want to just slap people. Then you remember, karma hits twice as hard." , and now i know the verity of it .          

Mommy : Yesterday , your daddy called . He confirmed that he would be here in next month . But he might be going back for sometime after one year. May be we both will go with him .

Rajat : You will be with me naa , so why do i need to worry whether we stay here or anywhere .

Mommy : Today i am going to the doctor for checkup .

Rajat : Aaha , in last life i was an engineer , so this time i think i will try be a doctor . Let me see today how doctors look like and how they talk and what they do .


Dad's arrived after a long wait of mommy

Something was wrong with dad. He yelled at mommy , scolded her and let her cry. Rajat was  angry but helpless to do anything.

Its been two days , mother continued crying and didnt love rajat. He was getting envy as he started thinking : why she is crying for a man who doesnt care for her tears ?

 His mother's avoiding rajat was making him furious . He kicked , tried to yell but useless.

After few day

Mother : I am sorry i was busy with something so couldnt talk to you . Your dady was angry that i spend more time with you than him . so i was trying to cope up.

Rajat : Mommy, your tears were truthful than your words . Tell me what happened ? Is it because of me ? I have a pretty bad history . So might be dady came to know about me .

Mommy : Papa will be taking us along with him to US.

Rajat : I dont give a damn. I dont like that man . He made you cry . Dont he know that a man who treats his woman like a princess is proof that he has been born & raised in the arms of a queen.

Mommy : ok, sleep , your dady is coming.

Dady came and again he fought with mommy . Actually he wanted to take mommy with him in US , but he didnt want to become a father this early . He tried to convinced mommy of something which Rajat didnt understand . But rajat was sure that it must be something bad as mother left the conversation and went to washroom . Cried and cried with shower on.

Rajat was thinking how unfortunate he was as before his birth only , problems between his parents started. But he was very happy that his mommy love him too much.

Mommy tried to avoid rajat and mommy dady were having good time. They went to good restaurants and Rajat heard melodious piano for the first time . Rajat was happy that things were getting fixed.


Rajat was now eight months .

Today mommy touched him with lots of love.

Mommy (in tears) : You are eight months now . I love you very much.

Rajat : I also love you very much. Now i like dady also because he didnt make you cry now. I am waiting to meet you and cuddle in your lappy mommy.

Mommy : We will go to the doctor today and we will see you.

Rajat : Can i see you mommy ?


Doctor's clinic

Mommy (to rajat's dad) :  Where are we going ? The doctor's clinic is not on this road.

Dady : Dont worry . I took the appointment from some other doctor.

When they reached the clinic , rajat got scared looking at the doctor's clinic . It was full of scissors, long injections and some bottles which contain some fluid with lumps of flesh . But Rajat had full faith on his loving mother so no fear.

After ultrasound , they gave anesthesia to mommy and took her to operation room . Rajat understood the meaning of hell . In scientific terms , its known as  "Partial-Birth Abortion". 

Just FYI , some info about Partial-Birth Abortion :

32 weeks: The fetus sleeps 90-95% of the day, and sometimes experiences REM sleep, an indication of dreaming.

Partial-Birth Abortion

Five steps to a partial birth abortion:
  1. Partial Birth Abortion (click for larger image)Guided by ultrasound, the abortionist grabs the baby's legs with forceps.
  2. The baby's leg is pulled out into the birth canal. 
  3. The abortionist delivers the baby's entire body, except for the head.
  4. Partial Birth Abortion (click for larger image)The abortionist jams scissors into the baby's skull. The scissors are then opened to enlarge the skull.
  5. The scissors are removed and a suction catheter is inserted. The child's brains are sucked out, causing the skull to collapse. The dead baby is then removed.

NOTE : This story is an inspired one, not fully written by me.

Silence Prevails,
Aditya Deadpan
Rajat willl never become an engineer nor the doctor in his next several lives.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

The Dying Moon

Bored with the bareness of the competitive school life and loneliness of the nuclear family , every night Rajat used to go to the nearby forest and sit for a while on the wet grass and looking at twinkling stars. Like everyday , rajat after studying for few hours looked at clock ,it was 2:30am. He put his sleepers and started walking toward the forest . Today the dew was more and whole region was blanketed with fog . It was chilling and Rajat chafed his nose to keep it warm . He reached near the empty ground and sat on the grass . Closed his eyes and then suddenly opened them with a surprise it . Someone patted his back . He turned back and it was his mother . Rajat was not expecting her as its been many months rajat was coming to this place and his mother had never followed him. She asked for rajat's permission to joining him.

Rajat smiled and told her "what kind of question is this mummy , your most welcome"

Mummy : So how many have you counted yet ?

Rajat : what counted ?

Mummy : I thought you come here to count stars
                 Rajat laughed and then placed his head in her lap .She also tousled his hair .

Rajat :  Its been so long i have enjoyed this lappy mummy.

Mummy : So who was stopping you to join us , You only keep yourself into your books and this empty sky . No friends, no t.v , no games . What happened to you suddenly that you changed so much . I thought of asking you this question . But you know each time i start this discussion, you papa will say 'Stop all this non-sense , our kid has grown up , he knows his future lies in the books ; not in wasting time with those street kids' . And each time i think you were better to be with those kids . At least then you would spend time with me like them.

Rajat : Seems like the emptiness and solitude of this place has driven you emotional ,mummy . I am always with you . Just that i also feel what papa ji says is correct . Future lies in the book .

Mummy : Aah , seems like he and you both are correct . Problem is i get too much time at home, so that's why this empty mind gets filled with wandering thoughts.

Rajat : Dont think too much mummy .Worrying is like a rocking chair .It gives you something to do, but doesn't get you anywhere.

Mummy : Very nice . I sometime think you have grown too fast in past one year or so . Suddenly you changed all your habit of playing cricket , collecting match boxes, roaming with those street friends , coming home with moon tracing your path and now you are competing with the competitive students of the class , leaving everything behind. What triggered it ? How come in one year you have acquired this sense of responsibility and learned all these quotes , left all friends , dived deep in studies and living a silent life. It was difficult for me to image one year earlier that something can change you this one and now its difficult to peep into the past. Is it some girl , is something killing you inside or you started taking some drugs ?

Rajat giggled : So many question and yet no answers . Why dont you enjoy this lovely night and dark sky with shining stars ? Wait for two hours or so, you will see Sun coming out of that tree . It really beautiful as Sun start coming out the tree, followed by the tweeting of newly born sparrows on that tree .

Mummy : I will love to see the rising Sun kiddo but currently i am seeing the dying Moon and its fading light.

Rajat : Leave it naa mummy , lets talk about happy happy things.

Mummy : Just tell me what will make you happy ? Are you happy with all this , if yes I will not ask any further question. When you were young , so young that i used to understand from your expressions when you need food and when you wanted to sleep. If i can understand your words , then being a mother , i can understand your silence very well.

Rajat : Mummy , now i have turned into myself and i am sure i will adapt it . It might look odd , but i think its better . Papa is happy with my scorecards, i have many friends in the class now , teachers don't call you to school often , and anyways India has won the cricket world cup this year so now for next ten fifteen years , everyone wants to be Sachin and there will be huge competition in that field . Engineering and related field will have some slot for me .And once I will grow up , then i will download Disney hour all seasons and watch it in one go , take PTO's (Paid Time Out) for playing cricket and have a beautiful girlfriend also just like you  :-) . That's a promise . Now please smile .

Mummy : I wish that comes true . Now try to sleep for a while . The fragrance of flowers and the wet grass has started spreading in the air now .

Rajat : But nothing smells better than mummy . I dont know but whenever i used to come to this place , i used to feel something missing . And today i found , that's the smell of mummy's lap .
                       Rajat closed his eyes and had a dreamless sleep after a long time .

When he woke up, mummy had left the place . And the Sun was struggling to come out of the black clouds . With a smile , Rajat started walking toward home.

Upon reaching home, he saw a huge gathering in front of the home and mourning sounds filled the air. He smelled his shirt and could feel the presence of his mother . And he went directly to his room. Not even a single tear rolled down and a never ending silence followed.

Silence Prevails,
Aditya Deadpan

Saturday, June 4, 2011

“Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with each other.”

Rajat was sitting in a library reading an old half torn book on voodoo & occult. Sipping green tea from his thermos flask and smoking a cigar made of Colorado leaves. Evening was getting old and darkness was slowly and slowing dispersing in every corner of the library . It was an old library half demolished and half not nourished in the outskirts of the New york city , which was once known to be the Gotham city .Once upon a time , rajat along with his classmates used to come to this library everyday but now with time , he was left alone continuing this quotidian reality . Now rajat's routines had been restricted to this library and cooking , while the whole world is busy with social networking and merry-making .
                    Aah, the whole silence of the library was broken with the noise of someone's steps .Stunned with the noise, rajat looked up. A blonde of nearly half his age wearing a yellow saree and carrying a kitten in a small basket was standing in front of him.Her entry was as iridescent as a prism in a morning room . It was a different scene as even now-a-days in India , one doesn't find girls wearing saree in such a descent manner and expecting an English woman doing it was a bit shocking for Rajat also. She asked for some book . Rajat stood up with some difficulty as he was sitting on the same posture from past 6 hours . She held rajat's hand and helped him in walking. He picked up the book from the rack and gave to her . The book was covered with dust so he cleaned it with his handkerchief.
                   Again the library got filled with silence till next two hours , until the sound of the pendulum broke their reading spell . Full Moon had replaced the Sun and Stars had conquered the sky with their twinkling shine. Rajat asked the lady to leave as he had to close the library and leave for home. She wanted to ask something to him but he seemed disinterested in all talks so she left silently. He also shut the doors and left.
                 Next day she came a bit early and again she asked for the same book and the same procedure of helping rajat . That routine continued for three days . On the fourth day , she was waiting at the desk near the library as its just dawn . Rajat came and opened the locks with anguish as he had now became habitual of sitting alone in the library and that lady had started breaking his loneliness now-a-days. She went straight to the rack and picked up the book. She came on the table rajat was sitting and sat directly opposite to him. It was difficult to break his concentration when he was reading something so he didn't notice her .After he finished his reading , he saw the lady staring him . He asked her the reasons but she didn't answer anything other than a smile. This went for two hours and then she asked rajat about his family . Rajat answered that he never had any family . She kept on asking personal questions to him and he keep moving off the topic. She asked rajat about his first love . Rajat replied he didn't remember him falling in love with anyone . She kept putting the same set of questions and he also kept answering the same answers. But at last he replied with some deviation from his prior answers .
                            On her question about his first Kiss, he replied that it was funny . After uttering this , both started laughing . She asked him to tell something more about the kiss . He replied that all he remember was when he was fifteen , she was either younger or older than him as he really didnt remember . They both were enjoying ice-cream sitting near Hudson river during a sunny day . He after finishing his ice cream , wanted a share from her ice-cream but she was not agreeing . He asked her to look at flying birds and as soon as she looked at them he tried to lick the ice cream but she also understood his intentions at the last moment .She flicked her face and suddenly instead of the ice cream , their lips were in contact . And the world paused . The kiss was that enchanting that rajat slowly and slowly took the ice cream from her hand and then ran away .
        Telling this rajat stopped his words and opened his eyes. Finding the lady in the library laughing at him , he reverted with a smile . She asked for more but rajat replied with the same answer of  'not remembering anything more than this'. For next one hour , the lady kept looking at him and laughing at the story. The sun was ready to say Good bye for today . She picked up her bag and looked around for Rajat . Rajat had gone to washroom . She left a letter on Rajat's table and left.
                         Rajat came back and finding her not there looked here and there . But couldn't find her for next fifteen minutes, so went to his seat . He looked at the letter . He quickly opened it  and after reading the letter , he sat down and slept on the chair. In the letter , it was written :

"I am your daughter ,Little Janny , who has grown this much and has learned to wear saree . And the lady whose ice-cream you ate was none other than my mother. I know you really don't remember anything and you were not lying of all the question I asked you but I am happy that you still have some of the happy memories of your life. I just came to see you and I wont come from tomorrow.

Janny " 

Silence Prevails,
Aditya Deadpan

Thursday, June 2, 2011

The last dialogue

The Train was at peak of its speed and Rajat was enjoying the chit chat of the people in the sleeper class. Now-a-days he travels in flights or in AC class so these discussions have become rare for him. A small family with mother and two kids ; one boy and a girl , both of nearly same age , a family of old husband and her only companion , his old wife and two middle aged guys who were doing nothing more than sleeping . The way they were sleeping, it looks like they had swallowed some strips of sleeping pills before boarding the train, When Rajat boarded the train from Bangalore, the train was duly cleaned by railway officials but as soon as people started eating groundnuts, the train became a public garbage box . On one end rajat was sad looking at the wrappers of the groundnuts everywhere in the compartment but at the same time he was happy looking the two kids fighting, playing, singing and teasing. It brought a glimpse of his own childhood in front of him.
                              Suddenly a person from washroom came running, shooting "We all are dead man, the bridge is broken ahead and few boogies are down and now it’s our turn.”. Before we could understand his words, the scene of "Inception" movie was in front of rajat's eyes. People floating in air and freely free fall. What an experience it was  ..!!! . Last words of Rajat's were :

Rangrez tune afeem kya hai khaa li
Jo mujhse tu yeh pooche ke kaun sa rang
Rangon ka kaarobaar hai tera
Yeh tu hi toh jaane kaun sa rang

      As soon as rajat finished the last verse, the plot changed. It was a real Inception going on. Rajat was standing on a cloud like structure and an old man with thousands of distortions was sitting on a grass mat with a cute puppy in his lap . Rajat rubbed his eyes several times and pinched him to come out of this dream, but hard luck.

The man: You are dead.

Rajat :  Ok, that's awesome but who are you ? Don't tell me you are God or Yama or Architect of Universe. And Where am I ?  .

The man :  Since you are dead and you are standing in front of me , then of course whoever I am , i am powerful than you . Now you can name me whatever you want. And regarding the place you are now, all I can say is 'it’s a garage for temporary parking’.

Rajat :  So sir that means you are God . I was waiting from long for this day. Can I get notebook which was with my luggage, I had a list of questions for you. "

HE :  You are dead, your notebook didn't  have any life so it’s not here . Anyways, you haven't noticed but your clothes also didn’t have life.

Rajat's eyeballs first rotated whole 360 degrees looking for anyone other than this old man around. But when he looked down and said "Aah, so this Loin cloth has life, but anyways thanks for that.”

HE: So you want to proceed with the question or I proceed with the prosecution and decision   .

Rajat : Hold on your horses. You made me wait for this moment long and now you are closing the file so soon. That’s not fair. Let me recall the questions from the memory.

Rajat : The world is full of sufferings . The birth is suffering , the adulthood is suffering , the separation from beloved ones is suffering , the attachment with loved ones is suffering , the poverty is suffering , the wealth is suffering , the relationship is suffering , the bondage is suffering , the life is suffering ;in fact the death is also a suffering . Is the world you created or you have left the world on its own, or have outsourced it for maintenance to some third party?

HE : Life is Buddha.
                   Before HE uttered any further words, rajat interrupted him.   

Rajat : Ooh , so religion-ism begets from here only. Don’t give me a lecture on Buddhism now..!!

HE : Buddha doesn’t mean a person or a religion or an entity . Buddha is the state of mind . Buddha is silence, Buddha is in the equanimity of mind, it’s in the stillness of the deep waters, it’s in the love of the mother while her kid is suckling the milk from her breast , it’s in the patience of the parents when they give their share to their kids and sleep hungry by stomach but not by mind , it’s in the hope of the lover who has lost his beloved ones. Buddha is in every aspect of life.

Rajat :  So why I didn’t see Buddha down or up (As I am still confused with worldly view of Aaskash or Patal )
HE : When the moon sets, people say the moon has disappeared ; when the moon rises, they say that the moon  has appeared . In fact, the moon neither goes nor comes, but shines continually in the sky. Buddha is exactly like the moon. IT neither appears nor disappears; IT only seems to do so out of love for people that IT may teach them.
               People call one phase of the moon a full moon, they all call another phase a crescent moon; in reality the moon is always perfectly round , neither waxing nor waning . Buddha is precisely like moon. In the human eyes, Buddha may seems to change its appearances, based on religion as Rama , Prophet , Christ or Siddhartha but Buddha remains the same .
          Just as the moon appear everywhere over a crowded city, a sleepy village, a mountain, a river , an orphanage or a brothel . Only the way people look at it changes but not the way moon look at them.

Rajat : That’s an eye-opener . In fact I way you made of the compare, if you have sometime teach me this art of storytelling and drawing comparisons.  Now let me focus of My issues rather than these wandering global problems.

        This time HE interrupted “Let me ask you what personal issues are & what global issues are ?“.

Rajat : I know you will entangle me in the web of the confusions and when I will not able to answer them, you will drag me to hell and throw me in the bowls of fire.
                    HE looked at me surprisingly and laughed loudly as if he has said something God has never heard off or no one dared to speak such words in front of God.

HE :  That’s a horrible act . Good thing is you are fearless to speak. So I might not kick you into bowls of fire. Anyways, a small description of the algorithm of my work:
      Only one space. No heaven or hell. Human’s are like variables/functions. Those who do good karma i.e. finishes at least the allocated work without disturbing others or violating someone else resources or getting corrupted or corrupting others; will be freed in the end of life. 

                                   Once freed , they again go back to the same process of rebirth .No downgrading of the status(i.e inter species) is applicable i.e. Human will remain human in all cases and dog doesn’t get degraded to some other species . But upgrading is possible in case of others species than Human. Human has something called “free-will” other than just mind which makes HUMAN as MY supreme creations. But remember "Neither is everything did not predestine, nor do we have free will in everything”. Free-will makes human to distinguish between right and wrong, good or bad, evil or virtue, pure and impure. But since other species doesn’t have this feature enabled for them, so upgradation from other species to Human is possible .That’s the reason of population of Human’s increasing in earth and other animals decreasing at the same rate . Didn’t you know the campaign of ‘Save tigers, only 1411 left?’ 
                   Rajat nodded the head. And put forth his next doubt.

Rajat : That nice , but explains the part for those who does good or at least do their duties . What about those who don’t do their duties or use their free-will in negative aspects?

HE chuckled: It’s the same as you do in computer program. They become dangling pointers; they die but not get freed. In fact their bodies get freed but not their souls .They become wandering souls. 

Rajat enthusiastically: So what happens to these wandering souls?

He : These wandering souls remain on the earth in something like LIMBO land , where after leaving its bodies, they still see its family crying , people mocking on its death , people bad mouthing about its bad deeds and scolding its family . It has to see the resultants of all the evils it has done during its stay in the body. Its repentance or penance is in this way only. Only when the penance is complete, the soul becomes the spirit and joins ME itself. 

Rajat : That’s really fundoo God ji .  I am happy that you never asked programmer like me to code this algorithm, else it would have brought havoc and you had to spend your lifetime in fixing the bugs in the code. So God ji , the body , soul and spirit are different entities in your program. 

He : No, Body is not yours . And it never was. Soul is just a wrapper around the spirit unless it attains the self-realization. So Only Self is there. No trinity or duality concept hidden here. It’s purely Advaita Vedānta.     

 Rajat : Now the you have a lot about Body , soul and gyan , can I ask something specific about me .

HE : I know your doubts but still will love to hear  from you only .

Rajat : Before coming here , I mean before I was a part of your program , I had perfect life , perfect parents, perfect sisters , perfect job, prefect friends , perfect beloved one (;p) . But still something was missing and that something faded away the colors of the life. I didn’t find any purpose for my life on earth and was fascinated with death. Death had become my obsessions not because I wanted to attain it but because I had no attachment with life and with others.

HE : Look upon friend, family , lands, wealth, houses, presents, pasts and such other good or bad fortune as a dream or a juggler’s show, lasting for transient period . Know the world to be indeed whenever there is desire. Be yourself to firm non-attachment, being freed from desire, be happy.
Rajat : God, I am baffled with your words . Explain me in simple way, I am not a learned person. Four years my teachers taught me engineering and I got nothing out of it, four years I coded in C language and I don’t know the ‘a b c of C Language’ and now you are speaking such language .

There was a long pause.

HE didn’t answer but just said: Silence is the source of thought, thought is the source of speech. If you thing you can understand from my speech, imagine how powerful my silence will be.

Rajat understood the point and asked: I agree it was desire which keep on burning me.  I was not happy with my limits. I wanted to fly like johnatan seagull in the sky. I wanted to do more for the people. I didn’t have desires for me but for doing well for others.

HE : So you are also one of those world preachers. Listen, it’s not necessary to make others happy. Ma phaleshu kadachana; ma karma phala he tur bhuh, ma te sangvasta karmani; karmanye vadhika raste: You have a duty, you have an obligation to do, but you have no right to expect a particular consequence or result or fruit to follow from what you do. 
Happiness is an eternal bliss & that’s the true nature of human being. When a child is born, he smiles looking at everything and soon he gets attached to mother , then family , then toys and soon he forgets his True nature. It’s not necessary to make other’s happy, first find happiness within yourself and then do so. If your inner self is happy and contented (which is only when you are devoid of desire and attachment), the whole universe looks happy. Infact it is verily through your ignorance that the universe exists. In reality you are alone; there is no Jiva or Ishwara other than you.
                                  One who knows for certain that this universe is but an illusion and a nothing, becomes desire less and pure intelligence, and finds peace as if nothing exits. In the oceans of world only one was, is and will be. You are neither bondage not liberation. Live contented and happy. O Pure intelligence, don’t disturb your mind with decisions and indecision, perturbations of things to be done or not done. Be calm and abide happily in your own self which is bliss itself.

Rajat interrupted again: Please god ji , don’t give me such heavy words which I am not able to digest .

HE : Ok, in simple words , Its only those who are not contented within themselves or their lives , think for world peace. It’s the same sect of unhappy people who cause evil for other because if you are happy within the self, you don’t wish to harm other or teach others  **Unless you attain the Pure realization **.  Take an example people climbing the Hill.  Happiness is like the hill. Those who reach the top (realizes the self), know that there is no specific way or path to follow to reach its peak other than Following your dream and immaculate perseverance. Those who can’t climb, teach people down the hill several ways (these are the people who preach for world peace) and same sect of people form a group of violent processions who think that the hill is cause of their sufferings and try to break it down (there are people who do evil, kill others, form terrorist organizations and join politics). But those who once started this journey (like you and several others) will keep on burning with the crushing all the obstacles to test you until you reach the top. And there is no end to your journey now till then. You can’t take a back step and if you die in between, now you know the Limbo land. This fire of self realization keeps on burning until you attain the self.

               Rajat was flabbergasted with the last words of God. 
Rajat  : Ooh shit , so that means I am not dead yet . Please please don’t do that. Let me float in limbo land, or stop this fire of desire in me or do something if you have made your mind in sending me back.

HE : You alone have to find the cause of the fire of desire . I have imparted you this much knowledge and that’s all . I can’t do it anymore. So now go back and find the self else now you are not ignorant about the self and life cycle.

Rajat in despair: Any easy way out here?

HE laughed : Humans remain the human.

Suddenly Rajat’s eyes were illuminated with the light of millions Suns and a force of thousands horse power pushed him. Just like a vacuum cleaner is trying to suck the dust particle. He resisted but then vomited with a jerk. Opened his eyes and finds whole family and doctors surrounding him in hospital and saying “He is back” and hugging each other.

Glossary :

  •     Inception : A movie about dreams within dreams released in 2010. One can think it as a Einstein–Podolsky–Rosen paradox depiction.
  •    Akash(Heaven: Swarg), Prithvi  (earth)and Patal (Hell: Narak) : In Hinduism, an evil man will go to Patal (Hell) and will be tortured. A virtuous man will go to Swarg (Heaven) and experience eternal bliss. 
  •     Advaita Vedānta : Adi Shankara consolidated the Advaita Vedanta. According to Adi Shankara, God, the Supreme Cosmic Spirit or Brahman is the One, the whole and the only reality. Other than Brahman, everything else, including the universe, material objects and individuals, are false. Brahman is at best described as that infinite, omnipresent, omnipotent, incorporeal, impersonal, transcendent reality that is the divine ground of all Being. For more :ānta
  • Johnathan Seagull : It’s a story of a seagull , written by Richard bach.  
  •   Jiva (Sanskrit: "the embodied atman") Individual Self.
  •   Ishwara : God , the Supreme power

                                      Past few days i was reading Asthavakra Gita and other religious books . The above story is my understanding of whatever i read in past few days .

Silence Prevails ,
   Aditya Deadpan
    P.S : The concepts of Soul ,body & spirit and the single space of heaven & hell are not written to defame any religious concepts , they are mere the assumption of the author.